Splitville

November 17th, 2006 by dudetess

What did Reese Witherspoon-Ryan Phillippe & Nurul-Ajai have in common?

One word: Divorce.

These couples are the sweetest, adorable most romantic couple in the entertainment industry .known to be the "unbreakables". Never would u have hoped they would head down to splitville joining "the others". I am so upset by the news of the splits. Coz these 2 couples are MY 2 FAVOURITE Couples. Like period.

Reese-Ryan met at Reese’s 21st birthday party. Married for 7years. Had two children. Hollywood Happy Ending, rumours marital strife has been going on for years. Rumours also said that Ryan is involved with one of his female co-stars in one of the movie he’s doing.Reese in now "Legally Single".

Nurul-Ajai : Somehow they look complete.But in reality they aren’t like that at all. Married for 10 years. Has 2 children. Seems that Ajai was involved with another female in one of the recording company. Nurul files for Divorce. (U go gurl!)

2006 is definitely a break up year for me. OF my own, Of not one, by TWO of my favourite celebrity couples. The only 2 that is. No other.

Conclusion: Love itself is JUST not enough. You gotta have trust, respect, and the will to work together to make the relationship work. And **** 3RD PARTY! That’s the main problem of a break-up. But i love these 2 women. 2 independent women! Life still goes on babes.  

:.Simply Deep.:

November 9th, 2006 by dudetess

Killed 2 birds with 1 stone. Manage to catch Kelly Rowland & Get in free for Singapore Motorshow ‘06 (which cost 10buckaroos to enter).

Kelly Rowland:

What can i sayy. She’s tone & beautifull.. She sings well LIVE + shaking her booty. Carried her hits from Destiny’s Child as well! From "Say My Name-Survivor-Solder-Jumpin Jumpin-Lose My Breath-Emotion-Dilemma-her latest tracks"! Howw hott is that! I waz groovin ma arse off.. yeaa. Albeit it ain’t Beyonce.. But she’s Beyonce’s cousin. So hell yea. She’s "A" Destiny’s Child. Still one the hottest girl trio OF this TIME. Performance was a thumbs up. Sounds was abit down. And i wonder why a hott celebrity is performing at that "kindda show"? And publicity was super low.

Tricked her that it was my friend’s birthday so she would write a birthday message & initial on my Birthday Card. *Hoho* AnyhOos she didnt turned down anyone for a pix.

Sg Motorshow:

Seriously speaking.. i wouldn’t wanna pay 10buckaroos to oogle @ hott cars. Bike i’ll make it an exception. heh. So yea. But ain’t worth it. Period.

Harlis & i met up with Lilo, Rasyid, Zul at p.s. Chill..

Met up @ Fiq’s place "supposedly" to watch dvd with his friend and we ended up @ Jalan Kayu.

Great fun. Thanks for da company.. Love u guys. Muacks!

Dilemma?

November 8th, 2006 by dudetess

I’m meeting up Kelly Rowland this evening @ Singapore Motorshow…..

Cool shit guys!

Will post pix if i have it…

Cheers*

To The Left

November 5th, 2006 by dudetess
HAven't been updating. Life has been good. So far so good. 
Been fun to be with My Denvers Family.
Trip tomorrow. Be away from Singapore.
Definitely Will be listening to 
Dishwalla "Every little Thing" 
on the journey.
Cool shit.
Enjoying Life to the fullest. 
Am now an official member in the 
Sg Red Cross.
Waiting desperately for a call/letter 
from NYP. 
PLS Accept My Application!
To the NS peeps that i know, 
if u're reading this..
Welcome back from Taiwan in advance!
Listen: 
Don't take every little things 
in life for granted.
Love everyone. Care for everyone. 
Smile even if u're down. 
Dance With Me in the Rain 
if u've got the chance to. 
Trust Me, I'll Promise You Fun. 
P.S. A Gurl power Song - Irreplaceable. 
Please have a listen. 
CoOL shit. 
Smile & Be Happy All =)
"You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to 
thinking you're irreplaceable" 
- Beyonce

Moment Of Truth

October 1st, 2006 by dudetess

The time has come when the truth finally unveil itself. When what known should be known. To the people whom u loved. Family.

As many have known, i’m a bachelorette. Single, available & will date whoever i want to. Because life has been fucked up lately.

It’s been a week fasting month has passed. My siblings knew the truth. And ma sis has been bringin over her bf’s mum cooking over majority of time. Which makes me ponder, when will the day come that MUM will break the ice.

And today IS the day. MUM being straight forward: "Why didn’t i see Hanif anymore? Did u guys break-up?" Then there’s a silent long pause. Not knowing that i’m READY to answer that question fer a long while, i smiled and said: Let’s just say u don’t have to see him anymore k. Then a bigggg sigh of relief. It’s like da bomb ticking in my body has finally exploded.

Being MUM they are always concern. And the truth has to be told. Without "tarnishing" his integrity. Let’s just say that there’s another attached gurl whom he is close with and they seem to find comfort with each other. And being a nice fella, willing to give himself up. And i’m willing to let go although it kills me seeing my loved one go. I guess it’s time i balance up my pros & cons. And this time, my pros ain’t in the winning end.

Being a cool MUM, ain’t petty, no fret. "Well, u let go of one, another better one comes. Trust me". Yea. And I guess this is what i want. Call me a BITCH but at least i know what i want in life. 

Hopefully this entry will end all my depression, my stress, my sleepless nights and insufficient sleep. The agonizing torture hat i went through, but nobody has yet to understand. And i rather keep some things discreet.

No grudges whatsoever. To HIM.. i’m glad this is what u want. I will miss Miza… ma lil sis. Definitely i’ll miss da family. Da Mum & da Dad.

One Love. 

Wax On, Wax Off

September 22nd, 2006 by dudetess

Decided to try fer a Brazilian….

How people assumed that it gonna hurt like hell.. So i asked my gurls along to try it out… Gud thing they were sporting enough to DO it! yea…

Soo One fine day…. Went to Delphi Orchard….. And got ourselves a "Feel" to Brazilian…

Whoaa.. and i fink i got a new fetish! Hot wax… Yeaa… And i kindda like the pain. It’s like pain/pleasure…And it’s bearable… I would rate it VNP: 4-5/10.

The part that hurts the most would be the top right hand corner of that area.. The hot wax looks like honey that is heated up in a portable pot…. I kindda lyk da feeling when the hot wax touches the skin… Put the tape on… Ripped it off FAST! And they’ll do it fer several times all over…

I would recommend it to those who’s daringg enough to try it… And it’s affordable…

Feel SeXxy… 

Call Me, Beep Me, If U Wanna Reach Me…

Stand Up When U Fall

September 21st, 2006 by dudetess

Sep16th

Met with an accident on the way to meet Fir @ his place fer a bite at Lau Pa Sat on a Sat Nite.

Was speeding. Couldn’t break on time.. Hit da rear passenger door of the car… The impact was so hard i loss consciousness fer awhile and spun around like 360degrees before getting thrown from ma bike and hit my head first on the hard ground.

My head feels like hell. I gained my consciousness, forced myself to sit up.. and eventually stand on ma 2 feets. The first question that came to my mind was "where’s the car? are they alright?"

Tiz guy came & helped me pushed ma bike to da sidewalk. My sonic.. was in a mess. Called Fir down stat to da scene. And settle some things there.

I wasn’t thinking alot about myself. But if it was my last few hours.. oh heck spent it well. Was freaking hungry.. Went to Lau pA sAt still.. n ate. Fir’s treat. Head feels like bursting anytime. Went to esplanade.. watch da merlion and took in sum breather.

People whom u thought who cared didnt. I regret telling. Dead or alive.. I dont play any importance in his life. Considered myself lucky to get away with bruises, abrasions, lotsa body aches, terrible backpain, and a throbbing head aches.

Went to a&e thereafter to get myself checked..

Fir, my good bro fer 14years and counting… thanks fer being there fer me..

Glad i’m alive. Thanks fer those who has been there fer me… Huggz*

Sucky September. God is testing me.

One love.

Beautiful Awakening

September 21st, 2006 by dudetess

Drove to Zouk to catch Stacie Orrico fer a close & intimate session with da gurls…

One word. Swweet.

The song i was lOokin forward to is her latest one in her new album "I’m Not MiSsing You"… And she played da song on da keyboard. Da way i liked it. Accoustic. I could realli relate to dat song fer da current state i’m in.

Da gurls knows how impatient i get when driving… But itz kewl. They do find comfort in da car wit all da baby stuffs.

To dee, it’s great being singlee… *kiSsh*

Nana… hmm, it’s difficult having "him" spoiling a gurls’ night out.. and making you upset all the time. Huggz* Keep your head up.. Your life is still yours to decide.

At the end of the day, It’s all about having da right company… To my darlings.. MuacksS* 150906_2059  150906_2101150906_2108 150906_2127 150906_2133_1

There’s More To Life Than…

September 21st, 2006 by dudetess

August hasn’t been a blast. I found out how deep it is to be cut, to have ur loved one snatched away by someone.

And when ur loved one has been lying to you, and not put effort in their "own" relationship, why bother saving it. My weakness is.. I care too much.

I’m happier coz i make myself happy. I’m happier coz at the end of the day, i stood up for myself. I’m happier coz i made this choice for the better.   

At the end of the day, i don’t need a guy to make me feel like shit. And treat me like one.

Those who don’t know both side of the story, don’t assume.

One love.

LeSBiAN MoDE

July 29th, 2006 by dudetess

MOS: One Word. Happening.

Joined Mya & her colleague frm Ward46 (shahida, soffie + her bf’s guy friends)…It was soffie’s birthday….

Went to SMOOVE …. The cage was packed like human sardins…. But we groove & dance outside the cage…

Got into lesbian mode grinding with the gurls….. WOoo~ Damn these nurses are hott as hell..And the damn aircon wasn’t working i fink and it was hott… Tried dancing under the ventilation vent but hmm. Still hott.

MUsic was hott. Was RnB. Couples grinding. Guys making their way trying to stick their hipss to random gurls… And me… lesbian lesbian~~~ Meooww

DRank sum punch. Chill by da sofa.. grinding again by da sofa~~ As sober as i feel.. i dont drink….

Hhh~~ hhh~~ hott. Definitely making a trip again on my birthday week. Do join me. Everyone’s invited..

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