:. juz noreen .:

The time has come when the truth finally unveil itself. When what known should be known. To the people whom u loved. Family.

As many have known, i’m a bachelorette. Single, available & will date whoever i want to. Because life has been fucked up lately.

It’s been a week fasting month has passed. My siblings knew the truth. And ma sis has been bringin over her bf’s mum cooking over majority of time. Which makes me ponder, when will the day come that MUM will break the ice.

And today IS the day. MUM being straight forward: "Why didn’t i see Hanif anymore? Did u guys break-up?" Then there’s a silent long pause. Not knowing that i’m READY to answer that question fer a long while, i smiled and said: Let’s just say u don’t have to see him anymore k. Then a bigggg sigh of relief. It’s like da bomb ticking in my body has finally exploded.

Being MUM they are always concern. And the truth has to be told. Without "tarnishing" his integrity. Let’s just say that there’s another attached gurl whom he is close with and they seem to find comfort with each other. And being a nice fella, willing to give himself up. And i’m willing to let go although it kills me seeing my loved one go. I guess it’s time i balance up my pros & cons. And this time, my pros ain’t in the winning end.

Being a cool MUM, ain’t petty, no fret. "Well, u let go of one, another better one comes. Trust me". Yea. And I guess this is what i want. Call me a BITCH but at least i know what i want in life. 

Hopefully this entry will end all my depression, my stress, my sleepless nights and insufficient sleep. The agonizing torture hat i went through, but nobody has yet to understand. And i rather keep some things discreet.

No grudges whatsoever. To HIM.. i’m glad this is what u want. I will miss Miza… ma lil sis. Definitely i’ll miss da family. Da Mum & da Dad.

One Love.