:. juz noreen .:

Love’s in Taiwan. Day 1.

Sent Luv to Changi International Airport yest to bid goodbye before getting to see Luv again in 3weeks. One last hugg, Luv kissed my hand & place it against his cheek, an eye contact to say i’d miss u, and a wave gdbye.

Worked with a low mood. Didn’t smile. But my patients manage to make me crack a smile all the time. Was quiet and distracted by thoughts of him.

Tired of insufficient sleep yest. Work was freaking busy as usual. 2 patients with heart attacks.. admissions from a&e, transfer-ins frm micu, iv antibiotics every 4hourly…

Was so shagged after work that i’ve forgotten my helmet.. i rode off home without my helmet on. I realized i wasn’t wearing my helmet only when i’m ABT to exit my workplace’s carpark.  Went back up again to the ward to get my helmet.

hopefully the days and the weeks gets better for me…..

Bought a white psp portable…. uhuh yea that’s a good start. =P Luv’s jealous.

p.s. He has arrived safely. Glad he called. =)

A 92 year-old man went to the Doctor to get a physical examination. A few days later the Dr. saw the man walking down the street with a gorgeous young lady on his arm.

A couple of days later the Dr. talked to the man and said, "You’re really doing great, aren’t you?"

The man replied, "Just doing what you said Doctor - Get a hot mamma and be cheerful."

The Doctor said, "I didn’t say that. I said you got a heart murmur. Be careful."

Sunday - Apr 23rd 2006:

T0day is considered the day i got to spend quality time with baby nif before he will part with me for abt a month… He’ll be goin to taiwan next week.

We spent the day together picnic by da beach and laughin…. but we already started to feel the sadness and i’ve already missed him even when he’s still in front of me. But we realli make use of our time together to be happy….

We bought some stuffs fer Baby nif Taiwan’s trip before chilling again. This is like the first time we ever parted so looongg … haiz it’s realli emotional. No word can actually describe what i’m feeling right now!

I’m actually more worried abt him… the f*** tough trainings, the long nights… the sucky combat rations.. his home-sickness.. away from his loved ones…. his weak stomach, his sinus nose…. i soo can’t think straight when he’s so far away from me.

Thinking about baby nif makes me cry unconsciously. My tears will just drip. haha.

So emo indeed.

But baby, i hope you take care of yourself in Taiwan.. you’re a strong individual and i know you could deal with the tough shit there. And u’ll come back as a stronger individual.

If you ever feel like giving up, juz look at e pic in ur SBO… or look at the stars.. because although im far away, im always thinking about you and how much i’m loving you and reminding u to b strong.

I’m still thinking whether i wanna send baby nif off to the airport.. should i? Because i don’t think i could control my tears… with his family, ns mates & their families around too.. the loong huggs and kisses before their boys board the plane….. really2 highly emotional environment!

I was thinking i better not…. =( i’d be really sad ………. Haiz*

Any advices? Anyone… thx.

p.s. honey - dun forget ur yellow pills, ur charcoal pills, ur snacks, wet wipes 4 those dirty days, powder ur feets k.

"Te Quiero Mucho" baby……. Huggs*

Ian Wright is coming to Singapore in 2 days time at the Hyatt Hotel and i’m freaking depressed i didn’t win the Discovery Travel and Living Contest to meet him….

Urghh freakking sad. I got sooo much things to asked him and i can just not stop talking to him about his travel journeys……..

For those who don’t have cable, Ian Wright is a globe trekker from Discovery Travel & Living. His job is to travel the world. Damn. I just loved him. Doesn’t he have the kewlest job or what?!

I’m so sick that i even dreamt of him. K … its a dream that could never come true i guesS. And i’m working on Monday too. K enough of Ian… But iAn… you’re the kewlest guy ive seen on TV . I only wish i could meet you in person & have a hell of a good chat with you..

P.S. Has anyone seen how hot shakira has been lately in her new video "Hips Don’t Lie"? She’s freaking hott and yeaa i digg that song so much.

A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle; I’m still a virgin.

What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you’ve been married ten times? "

Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be.

Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he’d look into it and get back to me.

Husband #3 was from Field Services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn’t get the system up.

Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, didn’t know when he would be able to deliver.

Husband #5 was an Engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method.

Husband #6 was from Finance and Administration; he thought he knew how, but he wasn’t sure whether it was his job or not.

Husband #7 was in Marketing; although he had a product, he was never sure how to position it.

Husband #8 was a psychiatrist; all he ever did was talk about it.

Husband #9 was a gynecologist; all he did was look at it.

Husband #10 was a stamp collector; all he ever did was … God, I miss him! "

But now that I’ve married you, I’m really excited!" "Good," said the husband, "but, why?" "Duh; you’re a LAWYER. This time I KNOW I’m gonna get screwed!"

Tomorrow marks 1 month of working in cgh. I’m glad to be there. Got posted to ward 38 . Da ward specialises in cardiology (heart). And although i’m still crawling, i’m glad that the learning process in ongoing.

Lotsa struggling, stress and big responsibility being a staff nurse & in-charge. Patient’s lives is partly in my hands. It’s a battle of life & death. Things are unexpected in my department - patient can just collapsed anytime and there’s where all the resuscitation and emergencies comes in. CHallenge! That’s what i like. It ain’t easy i must honestly say. When a patient dies, the environment changes and i gotta learn to cope with the emotions.

Although i didn’t get the a&e department, i wasn’t pissed. Accept it la. No rush. i’m planning to work fer a year or so in this ward and polishing my skills first. Get an adv dip in emergency then move on to a&E. That way, i got a higher chance of getting a&e. Yea… that’s my plan fer now. Probably after that getting a bachelor or sumthing. By then i won’t be getting any younger, so *ehem* the "M" word. haha. Everything before 30 gurl! winks* (To Nips: Don’t get intimidated. We’re gonna go through this phase together :P) ……. Kk….Guess that’s W.T.M.I.(waaayyyy to much info)!~

Btw Peeps here… are kewl. met new people. made lotsa new friends. Anyhoos, i went for this 2day programme called "service from the heart" last week.. where cgh taught all their staff the basic ways of handling a customer. Lotsa roleplays, games, dancing, singing, cheering (yes cheering!) etc. And i was appointed energy master fer ma team & made sum silly cheers along da way..

Here’s ma new peeps…  "D.I. V.I.N.E." team